Surrender is highest wisdom

 Through great physical suffering there was absolute complete surrender and conversations with God.

The forces are all powerful and begin to transform you within the brain and it’s so small that you don’t know it but what happens is what you experience outside.

We would go to the park, myself and my dog and I’d sit at a picnick bench and look across the lake is awe, what is this?? Why does this feel and seem so beautiful? Daily I’d go back to the park in complete awe not knowing anything as to why it felt so good.

There will come a moment when your pulled away from things and again you don’t know why, pulled away from going to church or going to a party, all of a sudden you just feel you should not be there.

The forces are your guru, life within is life without, we never notice life but if you wave your arm back and forth you can feel it, so life is timeless and changeless always existing yet never perceived, the one who perceived all things can not perceive itself because it’s invisible, yet the forces are astonishing!!

These forces bring you through a process but again you don’t know it, you just think this is another day of life.

The universe is vast and the supreme can manifest in all its glory at any moment, it may not take you through a process, the glory now is I’m able to see how beautiful the supreme is and how it teaches without words, its simply so beautiful looking back, you won’t know a thing until life manifest.

Life is but a dream, and all in dream looks different, but the life force is all the same

Why do we have to go through all this? Because we were down loaded with concepts on who we are and on all others are, all we know is concepts and the worst one is your the body, your the manifest existence I am and your the life within the core, in the core of life is also a brilliant light and pure love, it’s the highest gift revealed to us, this is God

LIFE.    LIGHT.       LOVE      IT IS WHAT WE ALL ARE.

Trust only in God, conversations with God is also self inquiry into yourself, your conscious presence does not know it’s true nature, so this is how you come to know your the eternal, only  your not,  A CONCEPT.

You are God and allow God to teach and reveal himself as yourself.

Life without a personal self is your true nature, like all nature there is no one inside as a doer or chooser, this is the play of the invisible and light, you are the life being lived, be aware your the life eternal and the universal existence manifest, the one I am, there’s no other, when you can look into the eyes of an animal and feel yourself as them this is realization of pure love and that love is yourself. 

When you fall into sleep know you are the luminous life without beginning or ending and ask for help to realize this, wave your arm back and forth so your aware of the timeless presence of life, don’t live unaware of its presence because it’s your body, try to remain aware of this. 

You are what you seek, just delete ego, concept of a person and concept your the body is just a concept, the only way for existence to know it is, is through the object, when you look in the mirror be aware your existence seeing!