Tuesday, February 2, 2021

Life is the supreme guru

 When life wants you to know your truth, it comes in the form of pain and suffering, we don’t know this, we just think I’ve got some bad FREEKING luck going on.

The way life can teach is only through events, life is trying to teach the totality of al human beings right now but they just don’t know, don’t sit until this passes, you talk to life and ask life what are you trying to teach? And you listen for it’s answers, they can come through you or through someone else, JUST BE AWARE.

My last bang was the cutting the nerves open-in both feet and let me tell you, the suffering was beyond human torture, but it wast he only way that my conscious presence would come to surrender and then live. No devotion constantly, my conversations with God were with myself, the only way for us to realize we are otter body is by total surrender to life.

First it was sensations running up and down my spine, what you come to know is our manifest existence that’s conscious is behind body, and by devotion to myself it was waking up and you don’t know this until the revealing comes, my thought was God can hear me but truth is love and devotion awakens you to your own eternal nature.

So this went on, slowly life pulls you away from everything and the last thing is this world, then one day I opened the door to take my dog out but instead got pulled by a force into the world, the body was 100% illuminated and I was in the void or all of existence, and my light shined as endless as my life and your witnessing the whole thing, the life in our center core is who we all are.

Your awake state is manifest existence I am, there’s no person in a body and all our knowledge is the whole illusion, it’s the cause of all misery, separation and mental illness.

If you go to a spiritual teacher you will not awaken, you have to turn into your own existence and remain aware of the seer, total surrender to your own self, heart to heart conversation to yourself, just trust life, only life, your surrounded by life, your in life and life is in you, self inquiry will reveal there is no mind or person, to whom is this body? To whom is seeing? To whom are these thoughts? To whom will reveal the pure silence in your head, there is only a brain and your conscious presence which is no one.

Look at the dog, he loves, who is inside living? Who is loving? It’s the exact same in you, eternal existence and the seed that created all forms is the love and light, there is no such thing as a person, no entity exists at all, you are the life and love and you are so free.

trust only in you