Saturday, August 27, 2022

Surrender is highest wisdom

 Through great physical suffering there was absolute complete surrender and conversations with God.

The forces are all powerful and begin to transform you within the brain and it’s so small that you don’t know it but what happens is what you experience outside.

We would go to the park, myself and my dog and I’d sit at a picnick bench and look across the lake is awe, what is this?? Why does this feel and seem so beautiful? Daily I’d go back to the park in complete awe not knowing anything as to why it felt so good.

There will come a moment when your pulled away from things and again you don’t know why, pulled away from going to church or going to a party, all of a sudden you just feel you should not be there.

The forces are your guru, life within is life without, we never notice life but if you wave your arm back and forth you can feel it, so life is timeless and changeless always existing yet never perceived, the one who perceived all things can not perceive itself because it’s invisible, yet the forces are astonishing!!

These forces bring you through a process but again you don’t know it, you just think this is another day of life.

The universe is vast and the supreme can manifest in all its glory at any moment, it may not take you through a process, the glory now is I’m able to see how beautiful the supreme is and how it teaches without words, its simply so beautiful looking back, you won’t know a thing until life manifest.

Life is but a dream, and all in dream looks different, but the life force is all the same

Why do we have to go through all this? Because we were down loaded with concepts on who we are and on all others are, all we know is concepts and the worst one is your the body, your the manifest existence I am and your the life within the core, in the core of life is also a brilliant light and pure love, it’s the highest gift revealed to us, this is God

LIFE.    LIGHT.       LOVE      IT IS WHAT WE ALL ARE.

Trust only in God, conversations with God is also self inquiry into yourself, your conscious presence does not know it’s true nature, so this is how you come to know your the eternal, only  your not,  A CONCEPT.

You are God and allow God to teach and reveal himself as yourself.

Life without a personal self is your true nature, like all nature there is no one inside as a doer or chooser, this is the play of the invisible and light, you are the life being lived, be aware your the life eternal and the universal existence manifest, the one I am, there’s no other, when you can look into the eyes of an animal and feel yourself as them this is realization of pure love and that love is yourself. 

When you fall into sleep know you are the luminous life without beginning or ending and ask for help to realize this, wave your arm back and forth so your aware of the timeless presence of life, don’t live unaware of its presence because it’s your body, try to remain aware of this. 

You are what you seek, just delete ego, concept of a person and concept your the body is just a concept, the only way for existence to know it is, is through the object, when you look in the mirror be aware your existence seeing! 

Tuesday, August 16, 2022

Eternal

 Each and every one is the eternal, your taught many concepts and we grow and live by them so we don’t know one single thing about our true nature, there’s a power that will do if all so that we will come to know who I am.

The forces are the most powerful and true, the forces are invisible and it’s our true self, when you go to sleep each night everything vanishes but you, you are what remains when body vanishes, therefore you don’t EVER DIE.

Do whatever it takes to come to know who you are and this means all your awareness must be on yourself, asking yourself who you are, who is the entity “I”?  you identify yourself as this “I” and you don’t even know it,

I want, I need, I have I love…. Who am I?? Is the biggest question, your body is not what it appears to be, you are loaded with light and the most purest love and the center of extreme power, there is no better life then to live it out in your light, it’s pure bliss.

When the realization of your true eternal nature becomes revealed you’ll never ever shed a tear on what human nature calls death, there’s no such thing, yet others think you have no emotions but truth is you are full of bliss in truth of what really is.

Don’t spend this life waisted on this passing dream, spend it on realizing who you are, surrender is the highest wisdom, with love and devotion to your own self, all are God, may you believe in this with all your heart, keep your mind on you, there is no one else that matters but yourself. 

Stop thought by holding onto one thought, love, grace, God, joy, whatever thought you choose, by holding onto one, it stops all others, there will come a time that your able to watch them and not identify with them.

My dear you are what always remains, sleep-awake-death, you are always here, prior to the birth of body you were right here, the vast life is nameless and it is the totality.

When you awaken all else will vanish, because your consciousness will merge with the center, and then manifest in all its glory.

YOU ARE THAT I AM….. God is seeking himself

Friday, June 10, 2022

Self realization

 Do you remember who you were prior to what the world taught you to be? ~ Charles Bukowski

Knowledge is the entire illusion, all suffering is due to knowledge, words and the meaning to words is nothing but suffering, the rest of nature is aloof to words and therefore has zero mental suffering

GENESIS 3 READ IT

IN THE BODY LIKE ALL BODIES IS ONLY LIFE, cut the body open no one is inside, yet we have these identities and they are all just concepts, there is no one who exists, we are all nothing and nothing is everything Galatians 6:3

When the forces took over my existence through surrender love and devotion, life manifested inner to outer in all its glory and the realization we are all one existence and when body dies life leave it and merges back into this world which is the presence of God.

As I’ve said in these writings there is no entity that exists, the light within us is extreme intelligence and it remembers everything, when the body was born and life manifested in it, it became alive, we have the belief that there is a new person in the world, that’s the beginning of lots of suffering, concepts create all the unreal, unity exists when we drop all words

There is only the one existence, there is nobody who exists! 

 children suffer in school and most people don’t get it, who or what are we trying to teach? 

This is called mental suffering, then you have children killing themselves, so many have said I just need peace, the non stop thoughts from all the crap in there head is a bomb waiting to go off, when will people listen?

Genesis 3 in the Bible talks about the tree of knowledge of suffering, it has go to STOP.

Your true nature is pure peace itself, life is a no knowing, all happens through us not by us, just as the bird weaves a nest so perfectly for the new babies arriving, then when they are born the are feed, then when they are grown to fly and find there own food they are set free, the parents have no concepts of my children, nothing in nature is attached, only human nature and that’s why they suffer.  

There is NO OTHER, we are the eternal one, we come from the universe and we live in it and we will return to it when the body dies, universal existence-life is the only eternal, WE ALL ARE IT, prior to concepts there was no awareness of being anything, DONT you see it’s all concepts?

Be nothing know nothing is the rhythm of life, who is to speak to whom?

Die to the known, it’s all an illusion, when you can live life from the place of not knowing

I AND MY FATHER ARE ONE, I AM THE WAY THE TRUTH THE LIFE


Realization I never existed, head is empty, pure consciousness is the nature of all existence, aware there is no one else that exists, only I AM

Hold onto nothing, no past no memory, no nothing! 

You are life and life is free knowing nothing, your conscious presence is manifest existence I am, free of all knowledge, pure consciousness is our true nature, it is pure light and love, you’ll become aware of your grace when all the false identities fall away, Gods power is real and it’s only by Gods grace all this will become revealed!

Sunday, August 1, 2021

No YOU exists

 We believe I am so and so,, we believe this is my daughter my mother, does anything else in nature live with these concepts? NOPE, is anything else in nature depressed? NOPE, tree of knowledge is all of human suffering, if you would simply look and see the only thing in all bodies is LIFE, it’s the concepts learned that human beings believe they are a somebody living life but that somebody is only a concept, there is nobody in any body!

How to teach humans they don’t exist? Human beings have to have the courage to inquire back into their existence and as you ask your own self  to whom is this world? You’ll see there is no answer and nobody there, we never asked our own self about our self, the more you realize there is nothing but life the more you’ll realize why we suffer mentally, it’s all concepts.

The habit or belief these are my children must go, loose every single concept, all nature raises their young, then nature releases them to nature, there is no concepts of mine,  it’s just nature doing what all nature does, co-create, every single thing in nature is male-female to keep creating, there are no concepts in nature and no attachments.

I don’t exist, there is no one in a body that exists, there is no one seeing out the eyes, there is seeing, hearing, that’s part of nature, there is no depression that can hit one who is free of all worldly knowledge, free and happy knowing I am only life and life is free, life leaves the body and merges back into this moment and becomes unlimited.

Everything is nothing:  Galatians 6:3, “I am the life, “ Jesus has said this many times, but did not say directly that everything is concepts, he did  say tree of life or tree of concepts? He found it easier to use parables, still no one could understand him, so look at your own self, is there a person inside your body? We are so conditioned by concepts, we send kids to school and no one realizes why they suffer, who are we teaching all these concepts and beliefs too? WHO? Absolutely no one but your making them believe they are a someone and it’s all just a bunch of words!!

Only life is in a body, it is pure existence that is conscious, there’s no person conscious, you do not exist! 

Only by Gods grace can you realize you are life and manifest existence I am is pure consciousness, all are the eternal, intellect is nothing but concepts, just as no mind exists either but more believe in a mind! Such is what concepts do, words and meanings have created queens and kings, presidents and so forth and it’s nothing but concepts, no such entity exists, look to see who you are without concepts!! 

Prior to knowledge who are you? In sleep who are you? Who is aware of the dreams in sleep is aware of this dream world, there is only this awareness, awareness is not somebody aware, who is aware of being conscious?

The concepts of being a person is one’s misery and the concepts on all else, in reality only the one I am is there, everyone knows I am, how many know there true presence?  Your true presence is bliss!  All are the divine

Sunday, April 18, 2021

World is our true body n self

 All bodies of world are male n female, all nature creates new bodies, it is life that makes everything alive, the life in you is the life in all, WE ARE ALL THE EXACT SAME EXISTENCE, there is no other.

MIND-EGO ARE UNREAL, all nature lives by tree of life, means no concepts, yet a bird can weave a nest so perfectly for the babies that are coming, because all that exists is pure knowledge and love.

Human nature is the only animal that lives off tree of knowledge-concepts, we label and define each other with the belief there is an other, we suffer by false concepts and this is why, nature is absolutely free, no attachments whatsoever, what is death to nature? But human nature hears this word and becomes frightened, ITS A WORD IT HAS NO MEANING.

There is no death to LIFE, when I leave the body I merge back into my unlimited self, you can’t see life, wave your arm back and forth and you will feel life, WE ARE TIMELESSLY HERE! 

Woman man, bodies are made to keep creating for universal existence to manifest in, with zero worldly knowledge I’m free of any mental suffering, life goes on but I’m free of all concepts, fearless being, I am the eternal one! 

Please try to know your true self, when you wake up you know I AM, that’s your conscious presence which rises from life, that presence is formless and it’s the exact same in all creation, it’s the LOVE AND LIGHT OF WORLD, your not the body, your the I am, you can come to know your true presence just by turning back inward and asking yourself who you are, then by the almighty power your conscious presence will merge in with life while your awake and life will manifest in all its glory, it’s as simple as love and devotion to your own self.

A dead body can’t say I am, so your not the body but that’s all you know, concepts create the false, turn back in and realize your own grace and don’t give up on yourself! You and all that is, is the eternal, this moment is our body! 

There is no God without you, no world without you, no love without you, if you are not nothing is, realize this and go within knowing all is because you are, it’s that simple!

I AM ALL, I AM ALWAYS HERE, NO OTHER EXISTS, NOBODY IS A BODY

Wave your arm back and forth, straight out from body, what your feeling is the presence of life, life is the supreme, absolute vast, one breath in a baby takes, and the supreme is in the body, it becomes alive, like nature all are the pure presence of. OW, once concepts are learned troubles begin, just know when a body dies you will feel the void of that presence, DONT cry because that presence is right here, you use to having the presence in a body and you could hug them, but my dear ones, there’s no other, the presence of everyone returns to this unlimited spirit.

give attn to this moment, you are in the supreme and the supreme life is in you, when Christ said the kingdom of God is within you and you are in the kingdom, this is what he was expressing, we are so use to concepts, they are the cause of all mental suffering and grief,  be aware of your own presence and a moment will come that this power reveals all to you, give awareness to the presence and the presence will show you everything, you are it, we all are it.

Tuesday, February 2, 2021

Life is the supreme guru

 When life wants you to know your truth, it comes in the form of pain and suffering, we don’t know this, we just think I’ve got some bad FREEKING luck going on.

The way life can teach is only through events, life is trying to teach the totality of al human beings right now but they just don’t know, don’t sit until this passes, you talk to life and ask life what are you trying to teach? And you listen for it’s answers, they can come through you or through someone else, JUST BE AWARE.

My last bang was the cutting the nerves open-in both feet and let me tell you, the suffering was beyond human torture, but it wast he only way that my conscious presence would come to surrender and then live. No devotion constantly, my conversations with God were with myself, the only way for us to realize we are otter body is by total surrender to life.

First it was sensations running up and down my spine, what you come to know is our manifest existence that’s conscious is behind body, and by devotion to myself it was waking up and you don’t know this until the revealing comes, my thought was God can hear me but truth is love and devotion awakens you to your own eternal nature.

So this went on, slowly life pulls you away from everything and the last thing is this world, then one day I opened the door to take my dog out but instead got pulled by a force into the world, the body was 100% illuminated and I was in the void or all of existence, and my light shined as endless as my life and your witnessing the whole thing, the life in our center core is who we all are.

Your awake state is manifest existence I am, there’s no person in a body and all our knowledge is the whole illusion, it’s the cause of all misery, separation and mental illness.

If you go to a spiritual teacher you will not awaken, you have to turn into your own existence and remain aware of the seer, total surrender to your own self, heart to heart conversation to yourself, just trust life, only life, your surrounded by life, your in life and life is in you, self inquiry will reveal there is no mind or person, to whom is this body? To whom is seeing? To whom are these thoughts? To whom will reveal the pure silence in your head, there is only a brain and your conscious presence which is no one.

Look at the dog, he loves, who is inside living? Who is loving? It’s the exact same in you, eternal existence and the seed that created all forms is the love and light, there is no such thing as a person, no entity exists at all, you are the life and love and you are so free.

trust only in you 

Thursday, October 29, 2020

LIFE

 Life is so very precious and when human beings awaken to their eternal existence they will perceive every single living creature as their own self.

did you ever see the instant reaction when a child gets a puppy as a gift? The child cries and the reason for the tears is the instant reaction of LOVE.

LOVE is the only true emotion and when we are touched by this love we cry, love is the reason we exist, the unknown mystery which created us was all due to love, sir nisargadatta was once asked: is their any power in this universe? He replied YES THE POWER OF LOVE, you see those who have realized their true nature have experienced this eternal love, it comes up out of a bubble and when the bubble burst out of it comes a love that no words can touch, words can only tell you of it and that reality is us all and we are one with no other hidden behind billions of different forms.


Life is so precious and you don’t know this til life reveals itself as yourself and it’s purity of gifts. When we are born and we are taught to see everything by it’s name and descriptions you only know differences and there is no gift in differences, no joy, no true unconditional love, and we don’t even see who is living, who is seeing, why? Because of the conditioning of concepts I am a person, we overlook the obvious, nothing can exist or be alive without existence, and yet it goes un-noticed.

I am seen as mother, as a sister, as a neighbor, as a female, I am seen as all these labels and descriptions and I am none of them, I am universal eternal existence the same as you,  the one who says I AM IS EXISTENCE NOT A PERSON, the I am is God, he is the all, all forms are created for existence to manifest in and it’s how existence becomes aware it exists.

There is no person, no mind, no ego, no soul, these are words with no meaning, the seer is manifest existence I am and there is pure light which is seen in the Reyna of all eyes, your conscious presence I am is the divine, invisible existence rises up from core of life, and it’s what merges back into the core which is sleep, there’s no person waking up and sleeping in a body, it’s our conscious presence that manifest and Unmanifest.

look at yourself and see there is no mind, there is a brain, there is seeing and hearing, it belongs to no one, why we are not taught we are existence from the very beginning of this life?

if every human being was taught this from the get go there would be unity and love.

nature does not live by intellectual knowledge, 

who is doing everything? Who is doing everything in nature? How does a bird know how to build a nest? Our true nature flows in ease and the higher power does all through all.

Mental suffering exists because of all the concepts 

When I’m fully aware I am existence I would never identify myself as a black man or a white man, these words just won’t exist because the I am universal existence.

Every single living animal is existence and it is pure love and joy, one with no other, the joy in playing with a puppy or feeding a peanut to a squirrel is beyond a gift because I am all of them, only joy and love remains in this manifest life, it is a short manifest heaven filled with glorious life’s of every kind, everything is love, you see how the dog shows it’s love when it sees you? 

All animals show their love in silent ways and there’s no better gift in this universe, we are so blessed to have this short manifest life, it’s vital that every child is taught from the very beginning that they are the manifest existence and so is all creation, imagine the one true truth is not even spoken to us, our conscious presence functions on the knowledge we learn, we are not taught the truth and this is why we believe to be the body and we live with so much fear and anxiety, all this would cease to exist if true words were taught to us.

All words are concepts, the knowledge of this world is the source of all suffering.

BE TRUTH BECAUSE YOU ARE THAT I AM.


Human nature lives off knowledge and therefore believes I am so and so, and it sees all others by the names and descriptions, imagine if every creature of this world who gives birth says my son or my daughter? Nature has no such concepts, they raise there young and LET GO,  no mental suffering exists, No attachments exists because there’s no other. 

When humans create more bodies, humans label and define that body as a somebody, this is how the idea of “ other” exists, every single body in nature in created for universal existence to manifest in, this is how existence knows I am, everything that exists is existence, there is no one who  exists, that concept truly creates other!!

No self exists, only I AM and that’s universal invisible existence unlimited which is neither Born nor dies! 

THERE IS NO OTHER IN THIS UNIVERSE!! 

Galatians 6:3 those who think they are something deceived themselves, everything is nothing 

I am nothing and nothing is everything, body talks words, your not these words or labels, you are only invisible existence, eternal life, look at yourself without words, all you can say is the only thing in the body is life, no entity exists, it’s all WORDS!!! 

Love says I am everything which is the manifest I am and wisdom says I am nothing which is the Unmanifest life, all the manifest is the one conscious presence I AM.


TREE OF LIFE OR TREE OF KNOWLEDGE, this is in the Bible but nobody really new what this meant, knowledge taught us all that we are not, this has caused millions of beings major depression, their pure peaceful existence has the belief they are the body and person, prior to knowledge you didn’t know what a body was.

Your never talking to “ another” not ever helping “ another” all is yourself! Body talks like a radio, open it up no one is inside, watch what happens when a body dies or when you put an animal to sleep, life leaves it and merges into this moment and becomes unlimited, there’s no beginning or ending to life, I am the manifest existence I am and I am eternal life, both are invisible, it’s nature is peace and silence.

John 1:2 life was made manifest

John 1:4 in him was life and the life is the  light of men 

John 16:28 I came forth from the father, and came into the world, I leave the world and return to the father.

Jesus used parables trying to express the glory that shined forth, there’s no way we can know how or why this almighty grace comes upon you and merges you into who you are, consciousness merges into core of life while your awake, then life manifest into world and you are in the invisible, fully illuminated, we all are the life, the manifest is existence and the light shines out the eyes, we are pure energy and we come from universe and merge back in it, throw out all knowledge on who you are, it’s all concepts and misery, so many human beings are bound by concepts and there minds constantly focus on the body, absolute misery, they don’t know there conscious presence I am, this becomes free of the body, one has to come to know there manifest nature.

Stop talking about the body as yourself !!  You are not THAT!! 

The BEAUTY IN THE PRESENCE OF NOW, it’s our eternal unlimited body