Sunday, August 5, 2018

The living presence

in nature all that is manifested isthe  presence of the one infinite existence I am, this moment right where you are is the living presence of infinite invisible existence, do you notice the presence of this present moment? Without it nothing can exists and it is ALL THAT EXISTS, there's nobody living life, there's only life which is the living presence.

we are not separate from nature, do you ever see anything in nature commit suicide? All the mental issues are due to the concept you are a person living, there's no entity living, it's all concepts, so many suffer grief with the idea my grandmother died or my brother or sister, my baby, you see the idea there are others is the cause of all misery and the idea of being somebody is extreme misery, when there is no concept on myself I am free and happy aware that I am only the living presence of this world, nothing is separate from me since only life exists, it is joyous and happiness to be free of all concepts on one self, cut off your head and what remains is what you are which is the living presence of this moment, that which is within is the limitless presence without , there is nothing else that exists and there is nobody who is living in nature in which we all are.

You are the one manifest existence that is conscious and aware, your conscious presence ispurelught and love, who else loves? We are unaware of our light because of belief ui am.a person, look within, where is a person?  It's all false knowledge that created the idea of a personal self a me,  we all believed to be a person and with it my life story, it's sickening what knowledge of this world has done, your existence is eternal life and while manifested you are pure light and love, your conscious presence is truly pure empty of all knowledge. It isthe very I am that you say is manifest existence light and love,  the only way for your true nature becomes known is death of ego, so inquire into your own existence, surrender to life and ask life to help you Know your true nature, IT WILL

The universe created this play for itself, in every form imaginable but it's the ONE PRESENCE in the in variety and the.variety is complete joy, to watch life and light play through all is so funny because life is experiencing itself in all the manifest creatures, inside the creation of all objects is light and love, the light is the pure intelligence, all is created from this intelligence, the light shines out all the windows, just look and see the tiny dot in the retina.

What makes nature able to jump and tumble? This light is power, our manifest existence consciousness I am is pure light and pure existence which rises and subsides in the core of life, there's no entity sleeping or waking up, it is existence manifesting and unmanifesting, when manifest all comes into being, everything exists in your consciousness and is seen by your light, there is only the ONE EXISTENCE THAT EXISTS, I am in you as you are in me because only the one is, there is No death to this living presence, it merges back into this moment and becomes unlimited, what is here and now is what is living both within and without, you don't change!!! So knowwhen this presence leaves the body it is always with you because I am the exact same as you and as all, only this invisible living presence is living, all sadness and grief, depressions, mental issues will vanish forever when you realize this simple truth, there's no such thing as a person, can't you see that these concepts are the misery all go through? When you look within can you find a person? So you see how mind washed we are? When there is no entity that exists who can be sad? It's all concepts that cause all the misery and concepts cause the thoughts and one believes in there thoughts, DONT BELIEVE IN ONE BLOODY THOUGHT, to end thought just hold onto one thought that makes you feel good, one thought held nothing else can enter, do this until the power that you are will destroy the false, keep this mind in total surrender, accepting all that happens, no resistance to anything helps kill the false ego.

You may ask who then is functioning? Existence is, all happens as it did before, what changes is the dropping away of the idea a personal entity is living this life, all the functioning g going on is all the EXACT SAME MANIFEST EXISTENCE CONSCIOUSNESS I AM,  it's one total existence in this one total play of life, all is happening as a whole.

You are the presence of this present moment, you are free of all concepts and ideas, we all are infinite nothingness, the nothingness of this present moment is our body, the mind must accept that you are nothing, it's the mind that believes to be something and it's the mind that suffers with this belief

Again it's the mind itself that suffers with these concepts, Galatians 6:3 if anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing he deceived himself ALL SUFFERING IS CONCEPTS OF MIND AND ITS MIND THAT SUFFERS

There is only the living presence living there is nobody who is living it, see all creation as existence and not as names and bodies with some false identification stamped on them, it's all the one manifest existence that exists, there is nothing else, there is nobody who is born and nobody who dies, there's only this one living presence playing with itself.

The manifest and the unmanifest presence is the exact same, the room you are sitting in is your own unmanifest presence, you are the unlimited indivisible presence which is the supreme being which is God, God is in the living because only this living presence is living, be the presence that you are and die to all concepts of I am so and so, because you are nothing but this presence of now~

PEACE AND SILENCE IS THE NATURE OF THIS LIVING PRESENCD OF LIFR AND LIGHT, words are ignorance, only use them when you have too

Monday, July 30, 2018

God is LIFE

the only thing living in the body is life, but due to concepts you take yourself to be a person, all that knowledge was put into you from outside of you, just like the Siri machine, all that it knows was put into it, and it feeds back to the questioner, this is what happened to us, it is the cause of all misery, suicides, depressions, anxiety, divisions, your entire conscious presence is functioning off all concepts, that's all it knows and that's our darkness

so how to go beyond what you know? Absolutely surrender with all your heart and help will come, keep your awareness back on itself, focus on the seer, give yourself all the love and attn, in the core of your being is life and that life is the real you, it's the only thing eternal

The ego is false, a person is nothing but concepts and concepts is misery, life is this very moment, you came from HERE and will merge back into HERE and become unlimited, the mind won't accept it's nothing, the mind only knows words and objects, your objectless

Your manifest existence is behind the body, it is aware of everything, be aware of being aware, as long as your attn is turned back in on you all will be well, when it stays outward onto the world you'll never know thyself, keep knowing you are life, in deep sleep nothing exists but life and your that life, life has no beginning or ending to it

stop thinking and the peace of life remains, everything is THOUGHT

GOD OR LIFE is the only truth that exists, you know I am when manifested or when awake, that I am is existence not the body or person, it is aware when body is hungry or hurt, be that which is aware and not what your aware of

Remember you are life and life is eternal, it is this very unlimited timeless moment, you don't die, you are the life, only life exists


Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Cause of suffering

We were all aware of how we are living life as persons is not any one's true nature whatsoever and therefore we seek to find out who we are and sometimes this universal power chooses you and transforms your existence back to what it was prior to worldly knowledge  and I'm that chosen one, the journey is extremely painful, there's zero joy in the dissolution of who you are while alive but a great love seeing yourself as the all of creation.

Please try to understand  this but not with the mind, all that exists takes the breath of life and then the object becomes alive, therefore prior to any knowledge it is life that is living or existence, now we grow learning words and there meanings and then this is how we experience life and by that knowledge of words and there meanings we suffer greatly, if you believe that an entity is my brother and that brother dies you are in extreme grief of his death, now take away the word brother, remove all meanings and words and you will realize that existence that existed is the EXACT SAME EXISTENCE OR LIFE AS YOUR OWN, there is no other in this world, there is only one life that's manifested, when all words and meanings are thrown out in yourself and on all that exist you will realize all that exists in the variety of forms is only one existence, there's nothing else inside any object but that life, and when life leaves the body it merges back into the world and becomes unlimited again. You are always here, the inner is the outer the outer is the inner, it's the invisible that gives life to the visible, we are all eternal life, we are all very free, we are all the one life that exists, my conscious presence and your conscious presence is the exact same, so when the label " my brother" is dropped there's no separation and with no separation who will have grief? It's the idea itself " my brother" that idea there is someone so near and dear to me that died, that idea there is an other is the cause of all the suffering and my dear beloveds THERES NO OTHER WHATSOEVER, it's the words and labels given to that existence gives us the belief there is an other, your mind or conscious presence never learned who was living, we don't realize there's only life, it's the knowledge learned that all are given many many names and definitions.

THERE IS ONLY LIFE THERE IS NO ONE LIVING IT, NO ENTITY EXISTS, ITS ALL CONCEPTS, remove all knowledge and you'll realize there's only LIFE~

We as the one manifest existence are living as separate entities with the belief in differences, when objects are given names and labels the mind can only know differences, instead of learning first and foremost all that exists is the one manifest life, there is no other that's living.

someone is having a baby what do they get asked? Is it a boy or girl? Parent says I am having a boy, so the parent only knows the body and the name my son, then that is how separation happens, we are only ever re-creating our own self, all is created for life,

God is in the living he is life itself which has no beginning or ending, unlimited, you become aware of being existence consciousness which is bliss, your manifest existence is behind the body, we are all one existence manifested the body is a corpse.

The knowledge that we learn on existence is how the mind is functioning and that knowledge is the cause of all the thoughts and the belief in separation is mental suffering and it is the cause of all suicides and mental brake downs, your told to love yourself but you can't love yourself because you don't know your true nature but once you do, you will love yourself indeed, the one seeing the body in the mirror is not the body but existence itself and that existence which is eternal is the love and light of this world.

we are living and moving about in a world not realizing the world is our body,,all the invisible is my body, I am always here and now and when life leaves this body I am still here and now but in total freedom from a limited object.

All are the one life, light and love manifested, can there be more then one life? Know that you are life and not the body and it's name or labels given to it, throw out all knowledge and free your mind up and it will be empty of ignorance, then you'll be seeing from the eternal eye seeing all as the ocean of life, there is no me living a life, that implies two, there's no me there's only life and once you realize this all mental suffering comes to an end!

Lastly all that exists from a tiny rabbit to man to woman to nature it's all one existence only the object is different, now in what we call the awake state it is actually your conscious presence I am that emerges out of core of life and all comes into being including the body, this is when you know I AM, but we don't know our manifest presence I am because the mind is filled with knowledge that I am a person male or female, so the mind truly believes it is an entity and that's why knowledge is the highest ignorance, so when you are conscious that is the manifest divine existence, it is universal consciousness, the divine dream play, this world is the dream of the divine play, all in it is the exact same consciousness and yes every animal is the same consciousness and the whole dream plays out, once you realize this you will remain aware of who or what comes to you or what is being said to you, it's one whole and all the manifest are included in it, the world and all in it does not exist if you don't, so know all is because you are, your not a personal doer, the higher power does all thru all, keep mind in surrender, a mind in surrender has no resistance to what is and that's pure devotion which will help you realize your true nature, watch the pattern of events, no interpretation, your not the mind, if you struggle with thoughts, hold to one thought that makes you feel good, then no other thought can enter, ask who am I until it's revealed or stay aware of life, in the sleep state is you it's pure peace and silence, your the source of consciousness, the two will merge by grace, turn your awareness on the sleep state and be hat peace

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Existence is a non entity

As a baby you took the breath of life and became alive., just like all nature, you are pure existence of this universe, the seed and the life is the universe and you were so free not knowing anything, with no knowledge there was no suffering, there was no knowing whatsoever, you played with everything g and you were fearless, then we begin to learn who we are but the learning was all about the body and about all other objects that exists, all got names and descriptions, then as your learning goes on then meanings to the words, this is how you are experiencing life, as you get older you feel like a separate person with all other persons and animals and so forth, fear becomes a reality to us, fear of death hangs over us, non of this affects anything else in nature only human nature, all that you know about yourself is nothing more then concepts.

did anyone ever tell you that you are existence? Isn't it obvious that all that exists is only existence?  Problem Is the mind actually believes it is an entity, the mind does not know existence, life,  it only knows what you are NOT,  truly all that you are is existence, nothing else exists but the one existence manifested as all creation, you know I AM, but that's all you should know, existence is aware it is, but your I am that you say thinks it is an entity, a somebody and that somebody is nothing more then concepts,no entity exists in this universe whatsoever, what is a person? How do you create a person? It's a complete illusion, your own existence does not know it's true nature as existence itself, you are the inside of the outside and the outside is the inside, existence is always now unchanging, it is free of all concepts and it is fearless because existence always exists, you as existence have never asked anything about yourself to yourself, nor have you realized that you can only ever be existence, so if you as existence ask yourself:  from Where am I seeing from? It's a question your conscious presence should hold onto until it's answered, existence has to turn back into itself and see what is living? You can only say I am life, life is alive, does anything else exist in the body besides life? NO, the mind struggles with this because the mind is filled with concepts that I am so and so, I am this age or a female, so this all that the mind knows.

You have to free yourself up of all the concepts you have on yourself, try just being existence which is a no entity, a baby is pure life not knowing anything and the baby is fearless, what's to fear when nothing is known?  try and keep trying to be what you really are prior to knowledge, throw the " I" out of the mind because no such entity exists, what is an I? It's an idea I am so and so, I have desires and fears, I have this or that, I have a birthday, how can existence be an entity I? How can existence have a birthday? When was existence born? So do you see this clearly? You who are the pure existence of the universe was trained to believe your a somebody when truth is you are a nobody because existence is existence, life is life, when life leaves the body it merges back into the total existence and becomes unlimited again, the body dies and changes all the time but not spirit, not existence who is the one supreme being, you are the supreme being, you are unlimited infinite existence and all that exists in the wonderful variety of creation is one existence.

Once you live as existence which has no identifications as being anything else except for what you are you will become so free and the more you remain aware of your existence the more it awakens to its splendor and will manifest itself in all its glory, keep the mind in surrender, accept what is at all times, the ego must die because it's that conceptual entity that blocks you from your true nature as existence which is this present moment, there is no beginning or ending to your true nature and when the " I" is thrown out of the mind only existence remains as a non entity, you need nothing because you are already complete and free, you are all creation when you live as existence you will see it's so obvious that only existence exists.

When you begin to realize the nature of all these concepts you will see clearly it's the cause of all the suffering in this world, you see beings falling apart when the idea of a loved one died, this idea there is a you and an other is very painful, there is no other nor has there ever been an other, all are the exact same manifest existence and it does not die,,it only merges back into this moment and becomes unlimited, DONT BE AFRAID OF WHAT YOU ARE, it the only truth, as Christ said I AM THE LIFE, THE LIGHT, THE WAY, the light is your. conscious presence, that light is what is aware, you are aware of the room that your in, you are aware when body gets hungry or hurt, LIGHT AND LIFE IS ALL THAT EXISTS, there's no me no you and no I, there's only life, existence and your light, this light is what is aware and it's how existence knows it is, it is aware of the dreams in mind when body is sleeping, it is aware of this dream world, earlier you were told to ask from where are you seeing from? Well from your light which is your very awareness, and your aware of existing and aware all that exists in the OCEAN OF LIFE IS LIFE AND LIFE IS A NON ENTITY, it is free, it is the spirit, it is the supreme being of universe and you are THAT

LIVE AS EXISTENCE AND SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOUR LIFE WILL BECOME AND WATCH THE BEAUTIFUL PATTERN OF EVENTS, you have no cares or concerns, being a non entity which is what you are is freedom from all concerns and concepts, prior to knowledge you were pure existence only, you are that now and for eternity, life is the eternal, unborn and deathless.

There is no mind, what we. call thought is mind, your not thoughts, if you have trouble with thoughts hold onto one thought, then nothing else can enter and soon enough you will return to your.natural presence as this present moment.

Sunday, September 4, 2016

I am the life and the light

Like most of us all that was known was I'm a person in a big world and this life is very tough, it was tough because my life was being lead as a conceptual entity, imagine playing a movie part for that many years with no brake? Ya misery is the belief to be a person and bliss is to know I'm
Eternal being fearless and that only I am.

There's no other whatsoever, first came a lot of suffering which lead to surrender,  then one day everything looked so peaceful but could not figure out why, the trees looked so beautiful and so peaceful and reason being my light was shining thru in the mind, the light you see in the eyes is the light of this world, so that light is the divine, without this light there could be no world, this light is also aware, one is aware all the time but unaware of being aware and unaware that it is light that's aware, like in sleep you wake up and said I had a dream, who was there to be aware of the dream of your asleep? We never recognize these things, it's your light that was aware of the dream, this is what you are at all times, your not a person conscious, you are only light, words are spoken by the mind because it was trained this way, your not the mind or the words, you are light only!

Once you begin to be more aware of your awareness and surrender yourself to this and ask yourself to help you know your true nature and it will, as a matter of fact it's by the grace of this light that all is revealed to  you, so come to know you are light only s c not a body mind person, how do we transcend the false when the false is all that we know? Realize that the known is our suffering, it's all concepts and nothing more, surrendering to your own self is the return, by asking yourself to help you know your true nature, it's all pure intelligence and light does not use words to teach, it uses silence and peace, it's very simple to remain aware of your awareness, but the main point is you must begin to die to all that you know yourself to be, otherwise nothing can happen!

It's by Gods grace who is that light which also the I am who will merge back in from where it rises and life and consciousness will manifest in all it glory, the Inner will merge with the outer, so you ask how is it possible to merge into the universe with a body? Just as the body vanishes each night when the I am merges in sleep, it will merge in and  the powers to be will manifest in all its glory, life and consciousness become one and manifest, only by the grace of your own light can this happen, it is your very guru, when the mind surrenders and accepts life as it is at all times with no resistance, no desires, no needs, no wants, just acceptance as life as if is in full contentment the mind becomes quiet because it's not reaching outside itself for things or places, so it becomes quiet and still, when mind is empty and quiet you'll be able to perceive your light, have full love and devotion to your own existence, there's nothing on this earth to be aware of besides you, you will come to realize the immense light that will manifest into the universe, it has no beginning of ending to it, it's bliss beyond bliss and all this will be revealed by the grace of consciousness which is God, life is the all and all is life, your inner being of heart is life, and the immense light which is love and wisdom, they call it your treasure, it is who you are!

We were taught to believe we are the corpse, male or female, then taught about all nature, not realizing that all nature is one life, the mind sees all things by words, it does not see all things as one, it only can see things in the way it was taught, and as we all know what we were taught is all the false, honestly how it was not even thought of that I'm life itself and life is unborn s c eternal, consciousness is unborn and eternal, about the light I've got no idea, once you witness your own light you'll most likely say as I've said, this light can not die, it's that powerful and limitless!

So my dearly beloveds, give attn to yourself as life, and surrender to consciousness so consciousness can come to know itself as the divine light, once you know your true nature as light this consciousness will merge in and reveal all to you, TRUST IT, trust life in your core of being, don't go outside for a teacher Shen the only one who can reveal all to you is behind you shinning at all times, total surrender to it, when you give up all you'll come to know you are the all, all fear, anxiety will come to an end, you'll forever be complete!

There's nothing else, trust in the unknown power in you, it knows everything you feel and think, and it's ready and waiting for you to come home, there's no better teacher then who you are, be still, be calm, treat this grace like a pure baby, to be aware of your own awareness and know that awareness itself is LIGHT and your eternal guide

1 John 1:2 the life was made manifest and we have seen it, and testify to it and proclaim to you the eternal life, which was with the father and was made manifest to us

The father is this whole world, all the invisible is the divine life, we are in him as he is in us for only he is, all life forms look different but that which is LIVING is one, all are one

Blessing beloveds

Saturday, July 2, 2016

No mind

In the awake state if you remain as you are with " no mind" no concepts you remain the perfect being that you already are.

what beings call mind is truly consciousness, you are pure consciousness I am in the awake state with no mind, there's no such thing as " mind" it's a word created in this conceptual world, truth is what one calls mind is thought, a thought comes and you believe your thinking it and that is not so, thoughts rise in consciousness, just see it and then it will go, abide as NO MIND  and you'll see what your true nature is, it's simply being, that's it, just being and it's bliss when you realize there is no mind.

So take a seat and see, abide as no mind right now, soon you'll be able to live a great life with no mind, no thinking and no thought, pure being is pure spirit, your eternal nature, it's so simple when you stop using the mind to discover what you already are, pure being never changes, all else comes and goes while you always are, unchanged being, you are not going to sleep and waking up, consciousness rises all comes into being, consciousness merges back into core all vanishes but not you, you always are and your the one aware of all this, so in awake state remain as NO MIND and you'll come to see that you are peace itself and joy, just being, not being anything at all, just being and seeing with no interpreter.

as you remain as you are with no concepts running you'll see how effortless your spirit is and soon you'll perceive that it is pure light that is seeing, thoughts and thinking cover it up, so when you stay as no mind the light will soon be shinning and all that you see will look so beautiful and peaceful, stay aware of no mind so your attention is drawn back inward, being aware of your own existence.

You'll no longer believe you are a body or born,  fear will come to an end with the realization all that exists does so because you are, the world was born in you and by your light it is seen, so rest in NO MIND and allow your own treasure in the core of the being that you are come to realize itself

NO MIND ONLY PURE EFFORTLESSLY BEING, no you no God, no God no you

Monday, April 22, 2013


realization of no personal "self"
you and only you are the ultimate divine reality, now please just try to understand what I am going to say, sit back and relax and be one with your own presence while you read your own words, as a child we learned so many things, all the words and names of all the seen, our memory attains all this, and we believe to be a personal person, and it is only and I mean only a recorder in memory from knowledge in the mind, now to see the truth is as simple to breath, as you ask who am I? there is no answer, it is consciousness asking itself, because when your conscious you say "I" and believe to be this personal entity identified as a man or woman, your life story is also created by the mind, now I ask you, if there is no "I" in the mind who are you really? what you are when mind and memory are not? can mind and memory exist without the unknown? so ask who is seeing? that which is seeing is the unknown, how can you be unknown the mind  says? well that which is the truth is prior to knowledge, and that which is prior to knowledge is YOU, yes the only truth there is, your own presence, you have always been the unknown, but the mind loves an identity and wants to play out a "someone" but know it is only a phantom, so as this body goes to sleep everything vanishes, this is consciousness merging into itself,  where does it merge? into the center heart, Now is there an I that is sleeping? NO, upon the waking state this phantom I arises out of the heart and off you go, NOW STOP and see that there is no "I", do not let a words begin to run your life, ask the moment the I comes, who is this I? and you"ll see there is no answer, and in that moment your back to the silent presence that you were in sleep, this is your natural state of mind, and it is perfect and empty of all knowledge, we just did not know, so now you know and now you will learn and by learning you will grow in pure utter grace that you already are,   so, when the waking state comes try to see that you are exactly the same in sleep as you are awake, there is no "I" in mind and no self identification, (kick it out) there is no I, where there is no I, there is only the exact same peaceful changeless presence as in sleep, NOW it is a must that one inquires during the day so that consciousness which is inquiring into itself can see that there is no personal self, that you are the ever present pure consciousness that has no crap in the head, so ask:to whom does this body appear? to whom do these thoughts appear? to whom is seeing? to whom is driving the car? to whom is aware? with each question let consciousness ask and let it search for an answer, with each question consciousness will see that truly there is no personal self to be found, there is actually no one to be found, and that is your true nature, the divine is prior to all knowledge there for your presence is silence and unknowable, yet a moment will come that your own self will manifest itself and reveal an indescribable infinite presence, immortal and so much grace of pure utter light,  and when you know this, you will know that all beings are the one divine consciousness, you will not perceive any differences anywhere, and the more consciousness sees this, all the false begins to fall away, there will be no self with emotions, no self hatred, no self consciousness, no shame, no envy, no hatred, no self pity, no self that is stressed or anxious or embarrassed about anything, all these will cease to exist, it was and IS only due to the phantom "I" which is the ego that these arise and they are the cause of all misery and only and I mean only a creation of the mind, so when there is no self in the mind, there is only pure presence of the great unknown, happy indeed, all of creation is the substance of your PURE consciousness, pure consciousness is empty of a self, empty of all created ideas of a "someone", just as the baby has no self identification, that is your true nature, the more you inquire the more you will realize your true eternal nature, which is the ever present changeless reality, whether there is sleep or awake state you stay the same, no self, no self concern, you"ll be aware that everything is an appearance within your awareness, you"ll also receive a conviction that you are the eternal infinite being, living from no self is an extraordinary way to live, for there is no otherness nor has there ever been, that sense that there was otherness was only the creation in your mind due to false knowledge of your existence, you will no longer see names and forms, you will see only all as pure consciousness,  now thoughts will come, but you no longer jump into believing in what rises up because there is no self that they can attach themselves too, ........all that rises in your space of consciousness will  fall away and you will no longer wonder whether things are right or wrong, in fact no judgement about good or bad, right or wrong, will even come up, this whole universe is your own consciousness, everything seen is the substance of your consciousness, there are no mistakes, and no one who makes mistakes, because there is no  "I"........ all just flows as it should, every creature in nature is in complete harmony, and your whole consciousness is truly always in harmony with it, because it is empty of no will perceive thoughts as thoughts, feelings as feelings, and these too will begin to vanish, all that individualistic behavior will begin to fade and you indeed will see that how strong the bonds of mind was, how knowledge could hook you into taking yourself as a someone, when all that is here is the infinite impersonal no self, all gets done, all is taken care of, a thought comes the deed is done, life will cease to exist to be stressful to complete stress -less and enjoyment, this body and mind also appear in your consciousness as the world and universe do, everything is one, you are moving through your own consciousness all the time, the infinite creation of the absolute, with no I, he will be perceiving himself, not perceiving himself as a body, he knows all is within him, all is him and all created for him, you are THAT.......pure consciousness with no "I" and watch how beautiful life flows, you are always taken care of, you have nothing to fear, worry or doubt, all this is in you and when you perceive no otherness the joy will just rise up, knowing all life has always been one, everything in each moment is taken care of and always has been, it was the mind that interprets and disrupts, now you know there is no self, this mind and its disease of craziness will vanish in due course, the divine does not wait for the mind to grasp it, how can the mind grasp no self? the divine is infinite, the mind is limited, it is a tool you will use, but it will no longer use you and hide you, you always are the ever present silent changeless reality, it is so simple, keep up your inquiry and see for your own self, that which is inquiring is consciousness itself which is the infinite, he begins to realize his immortal presence, and he will also reveal himself to the mind when he chooses to manifest himself through the mind, now also see that there is no personal doer doing anything for anyone, this intelligence takes care of itself, just as all nature takes care of itself without the idea of a mind being someone who has to do, life is so enjoyed moment to moment, the mind will cease to exist and peace remains in the ever present NOW, there is no one with time when mind goes, there is only now, life flowing in the now in great harmony, my life is lived in the ever present, awareness of my great unknown presence that I am, if you do your part on this inquiry which must go on for sometime until the silence shapes itself back to that peaceful mind or "no mind",  a moment will come when what you are manifest the spirit through the light of the self and then it shines through your whole consciousness and inside and outside merge into one, you will be moving through your own infinite will have a life of pure splendor, you will not have any fear of death because what is, is eternal, behind all eyes is the one, the only one, if you see differences then one is seeing from the mind, the mind was trained to only know differences and that is the cause of all sufferings, because not a drop of that knowledge is true, with each inquiry you will come to realize this truth, and you will fall so deeply in love with your own presence, loving every moment that your aware of being aware, there is no self to be aware of, there is no witness to be witnessing, witnessing just happens effortlessly, and you will come to say, I am the witness of my own truth, when what you are manifest to you the truth, you will witness your own immortal life.......much love always, your worth realizing, in truth you are already realized, you only needed to know that the mind was all that needed to go, all that knowledge is trash, and its only that knowledge that creates sufferings and differences, when you no longer identity yourself as a body or as an "I" all the mental sufferings will cease to exist, and the so called person will vanish with its memories and life story, for it is all a lie and only a creation of this limited mind, you are the infinite PURE universal consciousness, which has no self blessed you are to see the light of your own self......