Saturday, September 10, 2011

If I am God, why don't I know it...



 Gods name is I am, I am THAT I am, it is invisible existence which has no beginning or ending to it, your true nature is this existence, there is NOBODY WHO EXISTS, only existence exists, let me explain: when body was born it took the breath of life and the body became a living entity, like all nature, but human nature was taught words and the meaning to the words, so your existence which does not know itself, was taught it’s this body and a person.

NOW we teach a bird to speak and it does, but the bird does not know the words or the meaning to words and it is free of any kind of identification, the bird remains happy, human nature Became the words, YOU BECAME THE WORDS AND MEANINGS, it’s astonishing, in the back of brain there’s a pocket of memory and words and meanings develop and grow, you did not know the word fear or the meaning of fear until you learn this word, as a child it meant nothing but now it means everything, we grew into the belief that we are a somebody that’s experiencing life.

THIS IS THE WHOLE ILLUSION, the body speaks like a radio, open it up nobody is inside, the body is like a computer, spitting out words, TO WHOM? This is what concepts have created and it’s all we know until grace comes and transforms you back to your true nature as pure existence, the ego gets destroyed by the life and light when it manifest through the brain, what remains is pure empty space, just like your animals, there head is empty of concepts, that’s the true nature of all existence, but human beings are suffering by knowledge of this world..

The parable tree of life or tree of concepts.

 the I am that you say is manifest existence that’s conscious, it’s pure emptiness and free not knowing anything is our true nature. So you ask about working and things that you have to learn, that’s ok as long as you realize the knowledge you have is to do your job and it does not affect any other part of your life.

we have zero awareness of our conscious presence, and this is all you have to come to know, the very I am that you say is the divine manifest existence that is conscious and aware is pure light and it’s love, the light is not hidden from anyone, it shines out all the eyes,  I AM THE LIGHT OF WORLD

Your conscious presence was trained to only know the body as yourself, YOUR CONSCIOUS PRESENCE IS EXISTENCE, not a body, body is there so you can know I am, it’s how you know you are.

you identify as a body because your conscious presence was trained to only know the body not existence, when your parents said: where is your nose, your eyes, your ears, and your pointing at them as your hearing these questions, so this is how our conscious presence became identified as the body and this is how the journey of suffering began and the idea I am so and so, it’s all concepts, there’s no person, only existence exists, when body dies life leaves it and merges back into world, body dies not YOU!! If you grew knowing your true nature as invisible existence no fear would ever enter!! When I am aware that my body is this universe and unborn unlimited existence and for a short while I manifested in a body and became aware that I am and it was so much fun but now body is sick and it’s time to merge back into the universe there’s no fear of death to that which was never born, there’s no beginning or ending to who you are!

You think your a person waking up and sleeping, that’s not so, your conscious presence manifest and Unmanifest, it is existence itself, yet we never questioned where is a person in a body? There’s no such thing as a person, a person is a creation of concepts only, there’s only the one existence I am .
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Life is what’s eternal, life is this present moment and it’s timeless and changeless without a beginning or ending to it, Your existence I am rises and subsides in the core of life!

existence needs to body to manifest in to know it exists! To know I am..

How to know my conscious presence?  constantly be aware of being conscious, the more you stay aware of your own existence the more it awakens to it’s true nature, inquiry ends all concepts and mental suffering, have you ever asked who is seeing? From where are you seeing from? Watch what happens in the mind when you inquire. You’ll come to realize your true nature is pure peace and silence,

when we say I am tired, you are identifying the body as yourself, you are the one aware that the body is tired, the same when body is hungry, your the one aware the body is hungry, do you see how concepts has created us to believe we are the body? This is why we have the fear of death, but your not the body, you are what gives life so it becomes alive, you are everything that exists in this world, everything is life.

BE AWARE OF THE BODY SENSATIONS, once your aware of the hunger and of the bodies pain or tiredness you become free of fear and know you are eternal existence and not the body.

I AM THAT I AM MEANS YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE UNLIMITED PRESENCE OF THIS WORLD.


Your manifest existence is behind the body, to become aware of your presence stay aware of your existence, as long as your draw your awareness back onto yourself it will behind to awaken to itself, you see we are not aware of our own presence so it seems hidden, but it’s not, all will become clear to you, keep up your inquiry to bring back the pure ness and emptiness of mind, realize all the knowledge in you was put intou do throw it out, knowing nothing is wisdom, the nature of life is a NO KNOWING

existence is experiencing itself through the wonderful variety of forms but know it’s all the exact same existence, the mind was trained to see all as the names on the forms so the mind can only see the dog as a dog, it does not see the dog as Existence, we are missing out in this glorious life not knowing we are the all and it's the greatest bliss and love.

To realize your true presence know it is existence and not a person, constant awareness that your existence and then you'll become more and more aware that indeed your are pure existence which is the manifest love and light, your light will be perceived when your true presence begins to realize itself.

To know your true presence you must be constantly aware of your own existence, don't let all your attn be outside of you, be aware of who is aware, draw your attn back onto yourself this is how you will discover your true nature

All the mental suffering and depressions we go through is due to belief I am a person, all this mental suffering will cease to exists because there is no person, all concepts are false, no person no mental suffering,

there is only the we one manifest existence and it's pure light and love, emotions will cease, thoughts will not control you anymore, all the suffering of depression and ideas of separateness will all cease, you'll be able to truly see for the first time that everything is all one existence manifested and no One is born nor dies,  existence is always alive and invisible, this moment is our unlimited body.

Before you can see all are the one manifest existence it has to be realized within you and your true presence will become revealed because your now focused on it and aware of it, once your conscious presence is focused on itself it awakens to itself, inquire into yourself on who you are, be aware that you are aware, the more your attn is on you the more your true nature awakens to itself, this is how you realize the ego is nothing but a creation of concepts, no person exists, only existence exists, the very conscious presence I am is pure light and pure love, once it awakens your true life begins...  BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD








Saturday, June 11, 2011

The formless seer

The seer is silent, the seer is not the body or mind the seer sees that all are the reflections of the seer, be here and now and enjoy, be present with yourself, re-new your mind and go back to childhood before words were known, be present with yourself you will see your own presence everywhere,  find out who the seer is. This is your goal and this is who you are. The seer is the grace in which gives life to this body.

Step out of what you have known and go straight to what is unknown within, drop all thoughts of what you took yourself to be,  you already are that which is the supreme self, how to open the treasure? Devotion and faith that you are that!

The seer is eternal and love, no one is out of this, no one is separate from this, because there is only one,  all seen is your own self, there is no personal "me", nor has there ever been, so let these false identities go that you have on yourself . You must know yourself first before you can love anything else,  give yourself attention and devotion, you give it to everyone else and everything else but yourself, stop focusing on the images seen, focus on who is seeing the images, by doing so you will see you already are present as the seer.

 The seer and the seen are equal, why? they are one, what is seen comes from the seer, There are no opposites for the seer, the seer is not divided by man-woman, bird, or animal, only thoughts that your something else divides you and all seen,  pain and suffering all arise from mind "thinking" your something other then the divine greatness, who else could you be? You know there is only one! you are confused due to what was filled into your mind, remove these false teachings, all of the knowledge is false, so many names were given to what was seen, everything seen has a label stamp on it, therefore you believe it to be your name name, dog, birds, cats, lions, horses, trees, man, woman, baby. child, flowers, ocean,sun, moon there are billions of objects with names, all of these "objects" seen are the one divine within the object, all seen comes from the formless seer within form, You are that!! the entire world is within this formless seer, so what can possible be separate from you? your missing your divine greatness and love because you "think" your limited. You are far from being limited, you are so darn fathomless filled with this fathomless love for your self....all is your self,  wisdom is to know this. stop defining what it is you see, you are one with life, you are the formless seer that gives life to all seen, you are seeing your own self living, loving, playing and you enjoy this immensely....it is so simple to realize your own self when you realize your not this mind or body, your the one aware of this and the one aware if the formless seer within...

How can I possibly experience death if I never experienced birth? does anyone ever remember being born? if you never remember being born will you ever remember dieing? do you see who you are can never be what you thought? you are beyond both!! what was never born can never die, it is greatness..

The seer can not be defined by words, only known within your own self, your own self will realize itself when you remove what your not, your not the mind made man, you are the formless deathless, timelessness seer within form...

when mind is no one  the seer awakens, you will realize that you have always been this divine being,  where there is silence wisdom arises, who else wrote these words?  Mind can not become silent on it's own, if you the one aware of this mental activity allow it to be there and see it for what it is, it leaves on it's own, it has no power whatsoever...then silence just arises from that...

The mind will destroy the mind when it realizes it is nothing..

You are love and you are loving,  there are no other words,  the seer can not nor ever will be defined or described in words, the seer is all that is seen and beyond.

The seer is the mystery of life, this mystery is so endless, why endless? because there is no beginning.. don't be fooled by appearances..all appearances come from the seer and return to the seer, this greatness that you are is magic, no words will never be able to describe this fathomless love..NEVER!

You will slowly start to see everyone as spirits and not people, when your divine self reveals itself there is no form known, you don't even know you have a form, it is transparent, yet it is so powerful, so keep recognizing this over and over so within yourself , in truth once this shines forth, you are in it for life, you are so in love, you do not want to be anywhere else but within this...there is nothing greater then this formless seer within...

nothing is without the seer, the seer is transparent it can not be seen, yet all is because of this! it has no personality, it is not a personal person, it is impersonal, it just is as it is free from anything and everything always has been and always will be.

I carved a man out of my own image, I how could I ever forget that I was the imageless within image, I am not the image, the image is always changing, what changes is not real, what is changeless is the imageless within image, I am that which is the formless seer. I love all that I see, I love all that I hear, I am that love and I am  that which is seen within images. I am the formless, timeless, changless, deathless eternal divine which is always present here.

2 Corinthians 4:18 while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen,for the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal (the formless seer within form, is the seer, is the eternal, you are that)

when there is no mind you are imageless, mind percieves the image, mind can not perceive what is not seen, drop the mind you are not that, you are silence behind the mind.
A song for you~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYkRPBcOHOY&feature=related



look and you shall see, where do these divine colors come from? who are you? do they appear by themselves or is the seer the perceiver of his own perceptions? the seer and the seen are one....nothing can appear on it's own, can anything be if your not there?  know yourself and you shall know this...

Life is always present and aware, be one with yourself love what is within,, loving  your own truth is the highest devotion,  love the seer, devotion and love is the marriage to open the treasure, the treasure is the divine center heart, this is the pathway to the very best...and so much more!

when you begin to return to your nature joy shall arise, then you begin to observe how all forms say I or I am, nothing is not thy self, there was nor ever could be any separation, I am the I am within the form, the one who speaks is the formless seer.

you can only feel sadness if you feel separated, and you can only feel separated because you have not realized your self, when you realize your self you will realize your one with all forms, you will realize that you are the formless form within form, that you are all seen, there is only one in all these forms, your dog, your friends, your parents (all these appearances called family, friends and animals are this one divine being) when your self reveals the greater part of itself, you will know this, you will laugh out loud with immense joy knowing all that you have ever loved was your own self, there is nothing else but this one divine self, you will realize that your are indestructible, who you are can never ever ever die, the almighty greatness is one and is deathless, millions and millions of forms appear, what is within every single appearance is this one divine formless being...

I so love you ~

Saturday, June 4, 2011

The nameless form

When self reveals itself you realize your nameless, why nameless? how to express this, the personal "me" and "mine" vanish, you know that what you are is the wholeness of totality. There was something there, yet it was nameless grace and fathomless peace.

The nameless within took away the mental activity, and truth was shown and experienced, this beauty has been hidden for so long, the life all could have if they knew, listen to these words you are that!

The form may be nameless, yet it is complete wholeness of itself . when the personal  disappears to the impersonal life is beautiful..

all that was learned about who I am was gone, and who I really am is full and complete of this mystery of the self. This is my real reality, it is love and peace and wants nothing, just to be.. I have opened to my own self, here and now, can the nameless self be expressed? it has been expressing itself in these writings.

Most human beings are limited to the mind, and what you are is limitless, the mind is part of the body and so is the supreme, it can not be separate from this, when the mind vanished self revealed itself, I am the self.,  not to a limited mind of an individual, You know to be one with every single being no matter what form it is, what an awakening this is!! The mind can not comprehend the self, do not use the mind to grasp this, it is ungraspable.... the mind is limited, while the self is limitless when they merge it was completeness, it is eye opening, and the little individual me is gone forever.. 

 To be empty is to be full and this fullness will express itself, I promise you. Every time that this form has showed compassion it was not a "person" showing compassion, who I am is the supreme expressing itself. you are this! The supreme self loves itself, all are the self, how could anything be separate from the seed. It's like a million mirrors, the reflection in the mirrors are all one reflection. no matter what life form is seen, all are the supreme self,  love is this and you are that!

To see all of the expressions through different forms is the mystery, the expressions from animals, from the birds, from children to adults. when your eyes open to this the diversity is greatness. the aliveness in the sounds of the supreme when you walk outside and hear the energy of this aliveness and know  you are all this is speechless. All this is contained in the seed.

When this form falls off I do not go anywhere, for I am the supreme self. No one could ever be out of this, how could you, you are that! we lived life in complete illusion of thinking we were something else, your acting as if your are someone with an identity, you are not!!  Please know you would not be if you were not this! and this is beyond any word can describe...

You are perfect you are the seer and the seen, you are nameless and fullness, this fullness is immense peace and love, it is joy because when there is no one inside that has an identify you are filled with laughter, no bondage, nothing it is gone, you are free to just be....flying swaying, be-ing here and now with no limits..

how much I love thyself


Thursday, April 28, 2011

Pick up your cross and follow me

What did this cross represent? Pain and suffering, why?  it is part of having this mechanical body, we resist pain and welcome pleasure, how can you ever grow into who you really are if these are divided? who you are does not resist anything that comes, all that comes is from grace, you may not realize it at the time, it is the truth..When we surrender into what is and divide nothing, the treasure opens and grows more from that..

Afflictions are given to help you grow in strength and they lead you back to your truth and your home within.

Come to know your own manifest existence that is a pure conscious being.


Why sufferings? well if not for sufferings you would continue to "think" you are the mind and body? sufferings lead to surrender which collapse this egotic mind, mind is pure resistance, individualistic,  you are not these, you are the one who is aware of them, right now in this world 99 percent take their lives to be a separate individual, which consist of being mind-body only so when sufferings arrive in your life where do you turn? most turn to God and start praying, without sufferings no one seems to pray, from prayer you surrender to what is and that is when life will shift.

Who is living? we never speak of this, we only speak of this is my name, this is what I do, this is when I was born, who is living? who am I? who is seeing? who loves?

Without suffering I would of never known this beauty which sits within my heart, grace kissed my heart and lite up my consciousness to realizing and this revealing of being pure divineness the eternal 


pain or suffering is the greatest teacher, for it kills the unreal ego, what is within is greater then anything known, all that is known is limited and false knowledge.

There is only  one divine being who is living here in all things and in all beings, so many beloveds are lost behind all these names and labels and descriptions, tree of knowledge is the illusion and source of all suffering  

this ego is illusion, cut open body no one is inside yet we live with concept I am a person but truth is I am the eternal, I am is the name of the eternal 

every single being is this fathomless treasure, how glorious it is just to be knowing all is myself in this world, the world is the supreme being which is lifE without beginning or ending and it’s life that is the all, your conscious presence I am and life are one without knowledge like the rest of nature

Mind is an illusion, there’s no such thing, mind is thought and thought is mind, no thought no mind 

All nature is concept free but human nature and human nature is very troubling and so many suffer from thought 

I AM LIFE AND LIFE IS ETERNAL, BE WHAT YOU ARE PRIOR TO KNOWLEDGE

the invisible is the real, it sees thru the eyes and experiences itself here, it never ever dies and it is only one,  we are all one divine being and always who am I? when you ask yourself the mind goes into complete silence, this is one question the mind can not answer, it turns the mind back in, find out who it is...


  we took ourselves to be something else therefore we never realize our own divine truth! So may years waisted on false beliefs to be something else other then truth, this will change your life, the real divine love opens in the center, all will realize they are this one divine, who could ever hurt who? this will change the entire world, because the world is within you


1 Peter 2 4:13 but rejoice in as much as you are partakers of Christ sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, you may be glad also with exceeding joy. (nothing can describe this, no words can touch this ever)

so much joy love and peace comes and leaves a imprint on your heart

when you surrender something else takes over, this is the dearest lovable surprise, it is divine and it reveals itself, trust in surrender, live a life of surrender, resistance is mind and it will never win, once the mind collapses, the divine reveals itself from that, you have always been the divine, it is not known due to the active mind, the divine is hidden under this mental activity, once surrender is done, the divine removes this mental activity, something so glorious shines through your consciousness,and the mind becomes 'NO MIND", in stillness your divineness shines it's light, the the peace that is experienced sir passes all understanding, no words can express this beauty, It shines from within you and out and as far deep into the sky, how can anyone express this fathomless peace?

Romans 8:18 For I recken that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed (yes)

Your cross represents afflictions, pain, divisions,  and complete suffering, pick up your cross and surrender to what is, you never die,  it is the body that suffers, Your not the flesh, how could you be?  the moment you open your own awareness to everything, you will begin the movement inward to discover yourself, this body and world changes all the time, who is aware of the coming and goings? find out, realize who you have already always been.

if you ever want to grow deeper into who you are, accepting all that comes is the only way,  love every single experience...resist nothing!

  • All that you love is the exact same existence, one with no other 

Everything that happens is supposed to happen, nothing happens that is not supposed to, listen to the messages..


I am the life, I am the manifest universal existence and when body dies life leaves it and merges back into this world and becomes unlimited, the supreme being is this world, we have forgotten our true nature as invisible existence, we were taught to be a body and the intellect, that knowledge is the cause of all suffering, when you realize you are existence not somebody who exists, all mental suffering will cease to exist and so will the idea of others, everything is existence, from the Cato dog to bird to the horse to the man, all bodies differ not the living, THERES only existence!

1Peter 2 4:12 Beloved think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you..(.it leads you to glory of your own self) why does the supreme cause suffering? So the ego will surrender, when ego surrenders truth in who you are will begin to sine forth, ego is a creation of concepts, so unreal we took that to be real and not even knowing our own invisible existence!! Nothing is alive without life, we are not somebody’s who’s living life, grow out all that knowledge and see who is seeing, THERES no person in a body, it’s manifest invisible existence I AM, your true nature 

Romans 12:1-2  Be not conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind


I so love you

Saturday, April 16, 2011

From where do I come?


From where do I come I do not know, floating through and all over, The precious gift is not known, and can not be explained, For who can tell me?  I am that what ever that may be, it is of the most purest love, infinite light,  it shined by itself to itself in itself. When self woke up nothing had a name, no words were spoken just seeing. walking as if I was flying, There was no effort, I was lifeless yet in fullness of extreme peace floating inside and outside, endless like the sky, feeling nothing but my own self, invisible and all pervading,The beauty in who I am can not be explained, How to explain this? Tears flow when I think of my own self, who am I? I do not know, how to give self a name, I say nameless..


I cry tears of joy for this gift, The gift of self....I am here and now with a heart so filled, The universe is my heart, Sit in my heart and you will know, Do not listen to anything but self, Self is who you are, Not what you perceive, Go in and stay in, inward is who I am, This is where you will find me, I am not out there some where, I am here, I am you and you are me flowing, loving and loved.

A rose needs nothing to sit in it's own beauty.... There is no one there to tell them it's name or what everything seen  is, Take notice in this!.....Therefore it shines on it's own. If there were no words you would know self, when there are words there are thoughts, say goodbye to thoughts and know thyself.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

You are that Diamond

If I had 20 million diamonds, and if I laid them all down and put twenty million different hand towels over the diamonds, you would just see the hand towel. When I remove all the hand towels you would see that underneath them all where the same diamond, YOU ARE THAT DIAMOND!

 The cloth hiding this diamond is not permanent, but the diamond is. This my dearest love ones is untouchable, unbreakable, everlasting shinning vibrant love, it needs no sun to shine, this is you, this is the light in which shines within this cloth covering the diamond. the cloth is mind-body, what is mind? images, imaginations, labels, definitions, descriptions, thoughts, the mind  which says I am this or I am that, I am this body, The mind is running your life but you don't see this, how it loves a life on it's own...I call it the destroyer, Jesus called it evil...

 I know for myself I never would of known the truth if my life was not stripped away, what I mean by this is, when you have your "so called life" which consists of your job, your family, your friends, your money, your home, your comfortable surroundings, your socializing...then suffering strikes the body your finally lead to a heart felt "I surrender", from surrender I was lead to the diamond, why does surrender work?  when you surrender in truth it is the mind that is surrendering, you have been living by it all your life, so when you surrender to what is, the mind relaxes and the truth in who you are starts to shine forth, the cloth is being removed and joy is arising, I have always been this but was unaware that I was. the diamond is the one living, not a "me" that story of "me" it is the mind which is the knot, what a gift it is to suffer....  The meaning of die to all that you know so that you can live, Jesus teachings are so very clear, all these were false identities that made up my so called "life" ran and directed by the mind...(the evil and the satan)  You are already perfect.

outside events happen to remove what I was not, when you realize what you truly are you realize how magical this divine self works, the entire world is within you, at the time you did not know this, so it appears that events are happening without, this beauty is doing all this to bring you back to your truth, your real self....how else to explain this, there are no words.

To be empty is to not be anyone, not to have any labels or definitions on yourself, and to not believe in your thoughts, let them come and go, no one needs to suffer to be who you already are, to be empty of everything is to be the fullness of life and the mystery, it is endless, the mind will try to understand,  it can not, doubts will also appear...so be aware of this!

 This is a painful journey, it takes so much courage and strength to stand alone, but boy is it worth it, it is priceless.  The treasures that Jesus spoke of was truth,   I most certainly would of never got this, until all that I was and all that I did and all that I had was gone. Thru a heart felt surrender and so much suffering and courage I found my riches.

  I had no idea of the greatness which is this life that is living in this body. If I had known this I sure would of liked to of known it from birth, but this is not happening. Because our mothers and fathers did not know, no body knows the truth that is their own life!! NO ONE!  What a complete shame.
I know from so deep within my heart where this ever lasting love sits which is in the center. All can know the truth without loosing anything or suffering, when you have no attachments to outside external things, or internal thoughts, you will be lead to experience your own truth.

your already aware that you are, your already aware of the mind, your already aware of the body, so the one who is aware is the divine which is you....my gosh if someone pointed this out to me the difference it could of made in this life, this divine can have no identity stamp on it, with no identity you live free from all the comings and goings,, this is who you really are....You are that diamond that is always aware and shinning, it is not a religion it is just truth, nothing more nothing less, it is simple to just be aware that because of your self all this is, what a joy to live in this huge playground, and all within the playground is your own self appearing is all the diverse forms... You need nothing to shine, what could you need outside of your own self?

have no doubt in what you are reading here, so many people have doubt and fear, desires for other things except for truth in who they are, this my love ones hides the truth in who you are if you allow this dark cloud to stick, it is only a passing sense, so let it come, what comes must go, look, see, feel, experience and then it is gone, while your beloved diamond is untouched.

light is you, ever free and untouched, remove the cloth and allow your self to just see.
St Matthew 6:21 for where your treasure is, there will your heart be also